I am happy but bored. Yes, the two can exist quite nicely side by side. I search for that which will excite my mind and keep me from wanting to scramble reality with substances. The world around me is too vanilla and I must find new ways to entertain myself. Television is not an option as I find it has little to offer in the way of creative thinking. Why can other people be happy going to work, coming home, eating dinner and watching TV? That scenario threatens to explode every fiber of my being. I would die before I would fall into that pattern. So, please help save me. Give me some ideas so that I might not be bored. Thank you…