I'm not celebrating Christmas this year. No one is getting me anything and I haven't bought anything for anyone else. I know. I know. Christmas isn't about gifts but usually I like to buy people things. I really don't care whether I get anything or not. I buy everything I need anyway...

I just want Christmas to pass. On New Year's Eve I'll get so drunk I forget everything and then I'll wait for it to get warm outside and maybe one day I will feel the sun on my face again.